Presence can blow.

Everyday it seems that the list of people that I don't see often enough grows larger. I miss the people of my past and I can't help but hold a grudge against every new person I meet because it seems like with every new friend an old friend loses some of my time. Not to put myself on some pedestal, I just miss my old friends. I guess that's just life, as the reason I don't see a lot of people is due to my fucking them over or them returning the favor, but in the long run isn't it all just bullshit? I don't believe the ambers of friendship truly ever burn out, but I'm wrong often in my beliefs. Anyways, it's late and I just miss a lot of folks I care about. Hope everyone is doing well. If you see this, I miss you Matt, Bo, Adrian, Medge, Sonia, Chris, Jill, Justin, Brenton, and on and on and on.....